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Sunday, May 12, 2013

Happy Mother's Day, Momma


After I got home from work tonight and ate my dinner, I wanted to write a Happy Mother's Day type blog complete with a photo or two of my totally awesome, smart, beautiful mom. Then I realized, in horror, that I have no pictures of my mom and myself. They were all destroyed by someone - who shall be nameless - years ago.

Though I am understandably upset, I am not going to let that idiot take away who this blog is about and why I am writing it. This is about my mom. I miss her very much and I wish more than anything that I could see her right about now. I hope she had a wonderful day today.

I la lu, momma.


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!




Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Bulls**t...it was all a bunch of BULLS**T!!!

Last night I logged into facebook & read something I just couldn't believe. BGPD HAS CONFIRMED THAT TRISH IS NOT DEAD - IT WAS AN APRIL FOOL'S JOKE!

Really?! Really?! I mean who does things like that? Who? What kind of sick person thinks that is funny? Playing with emotions of not just me but of several (I can think of at least 20 off the top of my head) people. And people you don't even know!

Yes, for the last 2 weeks I have been devastated thinking that one of my best friends from high school was killed in an ATV accident...that her children were facing an uncertain future...that I would never see her beautiful smile again in this lifetime...that we wouldn't get to see each other at our 25th class reunion in October...only to find out that someone thought it was a cool joke to play on April Fool's Day.

TRISH IS NOT DEAD!!!

While I am happy that my friend might still be alive - I won't believe anything til I speak to her myself - I am completely livid that someone would fuck with the emotions of so many people. We had a FUCKING MEMORIAL for her! Only to find out it was COMPLETE & UTTER BULLSHIT!!!

On a happier note...I LOVE YOU TRISH!!! CALL ME!!!


Saturday, April 6, 2013

The Three Amigos - me, Angel & Trish

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I will always remember the times we spent together - the carnival & Lido Lanes; eating cheese fries at brunch; going to football games on Friday nights & Round Table after; that HUGE cage of rats in Wolfie's (Vince Ferdile) room at his house parties; caravaning on foot from my gramma's house to Lorri Farr's house then off to Lino's house and last stop Ed Koopman's house & back again - watching out for those barking spiders on the way! Whether we were spending the night at my gramma's so we could go to one of Jimmy Wouters' parties or Jack Ruef's annual Toga party or  cruising Carl's Junior, it was always an adventure with you both - the Bush incident was something we still laughed about after 25+ years!! You were an absolutely wonderful friend, beautiful & kind...a "spitfire", just like Angel described. You overcame many things in your short life that would make most people break. The thing standing out most in my mind has always been the fact that you were adopted. Not so much that but having the parents you had. Anyone who was close to you knows what I mean. Not to bash anyone but they lacked parenting skills. <~ I'm being kind, aren't I? Despite being raised by them, you were determined not to make the same mistakes when you became a parent. And you didn't. You became a nurse & you raised two beautiful children on your own, Trish. I was looking forward to seeing you in October at our reunion; however, God had different plans for you. Though I haven't seen you in about 20 years, we reconnected on fb & it seemed like it was just yesterday that we just woke up in the bushes! I already miss you so much it hurts. We had some great heart to heart chats in the last couple years & I'm gonna miss them. You were always there for me when I was down...taking the time to offer words of encouragement whenever I needed it. Just like the old days. Speaking of the old days, I got in touch with Angel. I just wish it was under different circumstances. It is heartbreaking when I think we won't get to reunite in October. Angel and I have been in touch with Lacey and I promise we'll look out for her as well as Bubba too. Lacey really seems lost without you & it breaks my heart. I wish they were closer or I had an unlimited amount of cash so I could be there for them. Right now it is important for them to know they have people who loved you that love & care for them too. I'm gonna do my best to let them know this. The important thing is to let them know that you'll always be with them...you'll always be in their hearts. Thank you for always being such a good friend, Trish. Until we meet again, know that you are missed & I love you. 

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Trish Niblock Mefford
Sunrise June 29, 1970 - Sunset April 1, 2013

Rest in Peace, sweet girl...

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In loving memory of Trish Niblock Mefford (1970-2013)

If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you,
and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready in heaven far above,
and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for and so much yet to do.
it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a while,
I’d say goodbye and hug you and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realised that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things that I’d miss come tomorrow.
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through Heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity and all I’ve promised you,
Today your life on earth is past but here it’s starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last.
and since each day’s the same, there’s no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful, so trusting, so true.
Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn’t do.
And you have been forgiven and now at last you’re free.
So won’t you come and take my hand and share my life with me?"

So if tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart,
for every time you think of me, please know I’m in your heart.

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